That's the thing: I see
Lost Highway as an eerie dark fantasy: a
Twilight Zone tale 'on steroids.' It reminds me of Neil Gaiman books such as
American Gods. Other people may take it as a 'commentary' on this, that and the other in storytelling structure and I hope they enjoy it that way. That way, for me, lies misery.
My aversion to 'meta' goes back a long way. When I studied English Literature in the 1980s into the 1990s, when neo-Marxist Critical Theory, created by the Frankfurt School, was really getting a grip on education, it stripped the joy and life out of the books and plays we had to study. It reduced
The Merchant of Venice to writing a series of essays about racism.
Lord of the Flies was purely a study about human behaviour. The wonderful writing was ignored. The storyline was ignored. The characters were reduced to ciphers: methods of delivering 'The Message', whatever that happened to be. If you read the essays we had to write - if we wrote anything that contradicted what the teacher said, we were marked down - you wouldn't be able to discern anything about the storyline and characters, merely spurious claims about technique and things the teacher, via his curriculum guide, claimed the author was supposed to be saying.
When I studied film for A Levels, Critical Theory raised its head again. Everything was about oppressors and oppressed. Once again, the richness of storytelling, the beauty of the visuals, the performances of the actors, was ignored. It's like vivisecting a frog: You get to understand what makes it work, but when you put all the bits back in there, it's dead and it'll rot.
Self-awareness had lurked in the past with the occasional nod in a film, such as Bond using the
Close Encounters melody to access Drax's HQ and
Moonlighting was an amusing example of playing with breaking the fourth wall, but, as we saw after the success of the excellent
Scream in the 1990s, continually mocking the conventions of the horror film destroyed the horror genre for half a decade. It took J-Horror and torture porn to restore the horror movie.
So I can't reduce
Twin Peaks,
Lost Highway,
Mulholland Dr and the like to mere commentaries and academic analyses of narrative conventions. That strips out the joy of them. To me, they're like a dark, velvet blanket: rich, exotic, bizarre dreams that teeter on the edge of nightmares, full of our primal nighttime fears of violence and eroticism. I watched my preferred theatrical cut of
Apocalypse Now again last night (review pending, although I want to watch all three versions and re-read
Heart of Darkness first) and that falls into a similar category to films like
Lost Highway for me. With its first-person narration and assassination storyline, it's got a touch of film noir about it amidst the war and surreal horror. I can't strip all the aspects I love away to reduce it to a list of elements and use long words in strange combinations.
And I think David Lynch seems far too much of an instinctual filmmaker to sit there thinking 'Hmmm... if I shoot this scene from this angle I can address the dialectical, transgressive nature of the alleged heterogeneity of the thirty seconds leading up to a commercial break in broadcast media.' He seems to try out lots of ideas and go with the ones that appeal to him in the edit. His writer-collaborators might have different ideas, of course.
TLDR: I love wrapping myself up in Lynch's worlds and characters too much to reduce them to mere academic concepts. And if people think that makes me dumb and they snicker and think I'm too stupid to watch a Charlie Kaufman film, then let them. As I say with my extremely catholic tastes in music: 'I like it because I like it and if I don't like it, I don't like it! So there! '